Wednesday 13 November 2013

Bring me back to life!

Every place that we've been is an everlasting symbol of our lost love.

You have gone too soon, or I might have yelled too hard. We had two different systems, which simply could not work together.

I have lost your love, but I gained another chance to live. You know my soul was broken.

'Why are you doing this, Peter?'
'Doing what, Stacy?'
'Hurting me...what have I done to deserve this sufferance?'

Then you slammed the door in my face, without looking back. I crashed to the ground like a hit airplane. My pink walls suddenly turned black.

'I just...I just called...to'
'Stop crying and tell me what you have to say?!'
'That...I love you'

The long pause made me lose my breath. Then, you hang up on me. I knew it was all over. I started reproaching myself that I have not been good enough for you, that I was too hysterical, that I did not give you enough space.


Life was senseless without you. So, I went into the bathroom and ended the senseless, with a couple of sleeping pills. Everything around became dizzy.

All I can remember is that I saw your face covered in tears, holding a huge bouquet of roses in your hands. The flowers crashed down as deadly as me.

                'Why did you do it, Stacy?'
                'Doing what, Peter', I asked confused, laying in a hospital bed.
                'Hurting yourself...hurting me...'

Suddenly, I had a painful déjà vu. We said the same things we have said when we broke up, only that we switched roles.

"Hurting yourself is hurting me". So, he loved me too. When two persons love each other, they become one. When one of them suffers, the other one inevitably suffers too.



Be wise, be happy! Love is not a joke. Love is glorious, love is pure, love is everlasting!

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